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Mental Health

Mental Health – My hidden life as someone the world hates

Friday – Busy Equals Stability

Mental Health is helped by being busy, when you don’t have time to think or do anything then you have no problems but when you are given time to think and wonder you just get worse and worse and you sink into depression, while I hate what I am doing, I can force myself to…

Mental Health Poutine Day

So its a Holiday here, they open the Schools on a Sunday, gotta love that, Saturday guess what you are teaching is a school, and tomorrow you need to be at the opening ceremonies, It is accepted here that you don’t organize anything, and that you don’t tell anyone anything and its all last minute…

Mental Health – Fridays

It really should be a good day, its Friday, and I think I will book a hotel for 3 nights and just have a few days to myself and enjoy whatever it is that I can enjoy, plus it is the big game today and I want to find a place to watch the game.…

Thursday – Mentally refreshed

Things feel like they are coming together, sometimes all it takes is going backwards to move just that little bit forward to feel like there is some motion in the right direction, that plus a couple of liters of beer. I must as ever thank my friends near and far, at the moment the other…

Mental Health – Pointless Mondays

Yes, its Monday and really I should be expecting some details about a meeting at a university, but in this country that could mean anything anytime and any place because actually doing something you say you are going to do, well, even…. At least this week I hope to pay the immigration fine and then…

Mental Health – Sunday A good day

Today has a good feeling about it, I am actually feeling good, today I bumped into a someone I met a few months ago and we had a good chat over breakfast and now I am having a coffee and writing away and I might even get into writing my book again. Things are feeling…

Mental Health – Jump Day

Today is the day, to decide what is going to happen for the next few years. Today I find out if I can do what I want to do in the time scale that I want to do it, or am I going to be stuck doing something that will kill me in the long…

Mental Health – Some Good

So, when you a really bad day along comes a blind 16 year old girl to give you the strength that you you really should have to keep going, and who wrote me a letter in braille that I just translated while sitting in my coffee shop and made me cry. Some how it still…

Mental Health – It just doesn’t stop

There is never a good thing, that is just the way it goes, there is never a little stream of good, its always a long long long stream of bad shit and getting kicked in the head. So now I have to pay a 1000 dollar fine because I didn’t do something that I wasn’t…

Mondays – Mental Health

Sunday was really bad, about as bad as it could have gotten, I really hate myself, I don’t know why I am here, but I don’t want to go home. I am so tired of being alone and the knowledge that I can not really be with anyone and very few people want to be…